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Monday, June 28, 2010

Photo spammingg.. @ Monday, June 28, 2010

Don’t talk to me because you’re “bored.” I’m not here to entertain you. And don’t come to me only when you need a favor. I don’t like being used. Just get the fuck away cause i’m not going to be your last resort. I want someone to talk to me because they sincerely want to. Those kind of people are worth my time.

I don’t get attached. I don’t want a relationship unless you can prove to me you’re not all the same. No, your words don’t mean shit to me. No, I don’t trust you. No, I don’t believe you. Promises are nothing but empty words to me. I know I’m not your one & only so don’t tell me I am. No, my smile doesn’t make your day. No, my laughter isn’t music to your ears. No, I’m not too good to be true so start with the truth. If I’m what you want, tell me why & tell me often. Tell me you love me, but only if you mean it.

Forgive and forget. That’s what they say. It’s good advice, but it’s not very practical. When someone hurts us, we want to hurt them back. When someone wrongs us, we want to be right. Without forgiveness, old scores are never settled; old wounds never heal. And the most we can hope for, is that one day we’ll be lucky enough to forget.

Don’t go for looks; they can deceive. Don’t go for wealth; even that fades away. Go for someone who makes you smile because it takes only a smile to make a dark day seem bright.

This is life. People will screw you over. You’ll fight with your family. You’ll witness things that will change you forever. You’ll blame new lovers for things old lovers did. You’ll lose best friends you thought would always be there. You’ll come to realize that everyone has a past. You’ll cry, you’ll laugh, and you’ll embarrass yourself. But then, you’ll find your very own moment where none of that matters; where you can sit back and realize that shit happens to the people who can handle it and that this is who you are, and that no one should want to change you, including yourself.

I need someone who can keep up with me. I  want someone aggressive, who pushes me to my  breaking point, makes me just want to scream,  someone who will tell me I’m not always  right, set me right, & make me apologize. I need someone to set me straight because no one  else has ever cared enough to try.

When you are in love and you get hurt, it’s like a cut. It will heal, but there will always be a scar.

What I want? I want someone to love me, for who I am, what I can and cannot do,who I can and cannot be, who I like and dislike, my abilities and weaknesses, my insecurities and terrible fear of judgements. I want someone to love me for me, and I, knowing that they will be there when I wake up. That’s what I want.