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Wednesday, January 20, 2010
Letter. which was awkward. @ Wednesday, January 20, 2010
The grass was greener on the other side (random word take from amanda).
Okay lets get on with the boring side.
i was pretty upset by the things that happen today.
Nothing much happen in the morning.
expect freaking bus came late..
reach school just waited for like 5 minutes then went down.
walked with juventia to parade ground.
after that went to a short cca meeting.
went back,did journal.
after journal writing was maths.
maths,ebs.
ebs did nothing much.
recess.
*bell rings*
faeqah told me something.
got some piece of paper on my table.
i was like must be some humans.
nothing better to do one.
then i saw the paper.
did nothing,put inside my school bag.
after sch.
read the letter.
i started at the paper for about 10 minutes.
it said something.
which i don't think its true.
i got a feeling.
someone is trying to joke with me.
to make me believe its real.
eventually.
i don't think it will work for me.
due to this crap.
im not taking it to heart.
to the person.
who was planning on doing this.
sorry to upset you.
but i'm sick and tired of your jokes.
if you are really planning on trying to matchmake me with that person.
i have no interest.
i don't care if you have a crush on that person.
don't try to put other people life on risk.
you like him,why must i everytime become your victim.
why do you treat me like a dog who follow what the owner commands.
eventually i was not born to become anybody dog.
so don't think i can follow whatever you say.
from now onwards,i'm going to start to fight back for my rights.
you everytime say this say that.
if other people can be silent,i'm not going to keep my mouth shut.
you can go complain and gossip about me to everyone.
i won't keep my mouth shut this time round.
i been with you like what since sec 1.
don't think you can do whatever you want.
with every of your commands
and everyone is okay with it.
well too bad.
im not going to keep this going on.
STOP MAKING PEOPLE BECOMING YOUR SLAVES.
AND STOP THINKING AS THOUGH YOU ARE THE BOSS AROUND.
OH,WAIT.
why do i even bother with such people.
who has no life yet wanting to spoils other people mood.
its up to you to believe it or not.
even if you are reading this.
and telling all your so "called" friends.
don't you even think they care.
i bet their reaction is just.
"her blog her own problem,its her thoughts about you"
not trying to offend anyone here.
just saying my thoughts about this person.
im so not attracting attention.
BYE~
PS:Im feeling super duper pissed plus this are things that are true.
(:
SUPER DUPER DUPER LONG POST! =D